1. |
Vacuum
02:05
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j93zPkiyd0s
We're fucked up
Stuck up in this darkness
With our skin hardened
Fucking Rough
We're fucked up
Half a person
Tyler Durden
Half a Burden
Fucking Rough
Fucking Rough
We're fucked up
unconscious rumbled stomach close to vomit
unborn unconscious
upper cut no fucking luck
sucked up and spit
fucked up and quit
abortion distortion
absorption
of spores in the air
floating in the ether
glowing into being
enter the void
just goes on repeating
Just a fucking seedling
split
schizophrenic
missed the message
quit or send it
words appear in the vacuum
cut open by a mirror
I'm only half you
half me
siren fading
doppler
doppelganger
no soul
need a cobbler
cold meat
coat hanger
Break it from the past
I'm innocent, didn't quit on myself like
Breaking bad
Faked it for my dad, didn't understand, need another plan, didn't have a man
Immaculate
Didn't need him even if he opened up the sea for me
Shit bachelor
Didn't even feel, didn't even breath, didn't even see, didn't even bleed for me
Why would I believe him?
I'd rather bail
Fuck Christians
I'd rather go ape
Fuck with simians
I'm generous
fuck genesis
life is finite
fuck beginnings
fuck beginnings
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2. |
Heat
04:07
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwjcP0utTBE
The rain is pouring middle of the street
My brain is sore and morning is defeat
My pain is soaring gliding over me
My pain is boring nothing even bleeds
Stored within I'm insane with boredom
Plain and pale and same and stale, I hate this day
I hate the whole thing
and it doesn't fucking matter where I'm going
I look over my shoulder and all I see is no strings
all I see is old feelings
all I see is old flings
all I feel is cold things
and all is real is cold things
and even if I sit up
the glass still won't fill up
the heat is smoldering over me over my shoulder
my feeling is older than me
my feeling is bolder than me
my feeling is colder than me
I feel aborted soul inward turning ebbing and flowing in me
I feel lost for words abandoned the poet in me
and is he feeling dizzy in the heat?
is he feeling free after one toke?
or is he feeling sun-stroke?
does the drizzle really bring him glee?
Drinking rum so sweet, as she comes over
gives a once over, as the rum smolders his tongue
and he speaks slowly.
We've been singing as if we were pirates
escaping different climates
mating like we're primates
We've been singing as if we were pirates
escaping different climates
mating like we're primates
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
So what did you think?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0eEzQGLR2Q
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3. |
American Psycho
03:47
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eX5vNv2Q1c0
GONNA FUCKING KILL A MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL A MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
WALKING IN THE CITY AND I'M LOOKING FOR A TAXI MAN
TALKING REALLY SWIFTLY AND IT ISN'T JUST AN ACCIDENT
ALWAYS USE MY HEAD TO FIGHT AND KNOCK 'EM DOWN JUST LIKE ZIDANE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAjWi663kXc
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT AND I'M REALLY NOT JUST KIDDING MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE I'M FIGHTING FOR THE TALIBAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE RUSSIANS IN AFGHANISTAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE US IN AFGHANISTAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE US UP IN VIETNAM
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE FIELDS UP IN CAMBODIA
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THEY ACT IN INDONESIA
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THERE REALLY IS NO REASON FOR
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THERE REALLY IS NO REASON FOR
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING PSYCHOPATH
GONNA FUCKING KILL YEAH I SAID IT BITCH YEAH I KNOW THAT
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE YOU'LL GET YOUR FUCKING MIND BLOWN SPAZZ
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE YOU'LL GET YOUR FUCKING MIND BLOWN SPAZZ
GONNA FUCKING KILL A MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL A MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
YOU THINK THAT I'M KIDDING MAN
WALKING IN THE CITY AND I'M LOOKING FOR A TAXI MAN
TALKING REALLY SWIFTLY AND IT ISN'T JUST AN ACCIDENT
ALWAYS USE MY HEAD TO FIGHT AND KNOCK 'EM DOWN JUST LIKE ZIDANE
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT AND I'M REALLY NOT JUST KIDDING MAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE I'M FIGHTING FOR THE TALIBAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE RUSSIANS IN AFGHANISTAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE US IN AFGHANISTAN
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE US UP IN VIETNAM
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THE FIELDS UP IN CAMBODIA
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THEY ACT IN INDONESIA
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THERE REALLY IS NO REASON FOR
GONNA FUCKING KILL IT LIKE THERE REALLY IS NO REASON FOR
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf4Vma9O9Xk
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4. |
Naomi Russel
02:21
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2e7DWPv3Dps
Breathing to the rhythm
He's breathing deeply
She's breathing to the rhythm
She's breathing deeply
He's breathing to the rhythm
He's breathing deeply
She's breathing to the rhythm
She's breathing deeply
Rocking in the shack
and their skin is sweating and the
love is in the crack
of the thunder clapping
never stopping
all the sand is still gritting
they're gripping their skin
and the water's dripping in
outside the wind is picking up
all the rum is finished they've been
they've been drinking up
their bare bodies clashing
but their bodies' syncing up
and she's never guessing
what he's really thinking of
but he continues watching the light of the sun
burn his retinas while he regrets all the time
unconcerned with the rest of us
I wish I could have a cigarette right now
just light it up
and watch the smoke burn [sic]
watch it go through the cracks in the shack
I'd feel pretty good
I'd feel better than I feel now
Whirling like wind as I shriek
hearing the screams
abandoned and left in the street
at least I can skeet and I'm
burning and burning and burn into steam
no self esteem and I'm one in a team
Whirling like wind as I shriek
hearing the screams
abandoned and left in the street
at least I can skeet and I'm
burning and burn into steam
Breathing to the rhythm
breathing deeply
Breathing to the rhythm
breathing deeply
Breathing to the rhythm
breathing deeply
Breathing to the rhythm
breathing deeply
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5. |
Kundera
04:50
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Rolling round the bed but it isn't in a good way
trolling in my head, I can't wait until the music fades
stupid faced, stupid games
kept the drinking and the smoking going till I failed it in a rookie way
now I'm crashing hard like a crooked plane
seeking some asylum gonna dial my papa new guinea
drowning in this ocean cuz there's been a fucking mutiny
and yeh, there's nothing new to say
but I'm a keep on speaking all the weekend till I'm weak and reekin
none of this is new to me
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream and
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream but
O my god I got so fucking wrecked
But fuck that god I give him no respect
I will never wear that cross around my neck
until you tell me why I'm in this bed
with a girl that I don't love and we barely ever touch
and our eyes barely meet and when she cries I don't feel
I've got this pit in my stomach and I fell into the acid
and my dick is always flaccid
and the sex is always passive
but I'm feeling so aggressive
and this life is just an echo
but you can't go back and edit
you can't go back and edit
you can't go back and edit
I think therefore I am is the statement of an intellectual who underrates toothaches
I feel therefore I am is a truth much more universally valid and applies to everything that's alive
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream and
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream and
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream and
I know that I cannot sleep but I will keep on trying to dream and
The lightness is unbearable
sometimes I just don't care at all
I miss my fucking life that missed it's time
and it got knocked onto the side
they say it's just a ride
but I get motion sickness
and in the night I pay him visits
in my mind I play the witness
my insides complain from drinking
and I feel like half a person
and my mum she kept on crying
and then life began to worsen
and then they just kept denying
and they say it's just a ride
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6. |
Seoul
03:44
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Oh no I want to be innocent
Wakes up in the middle of the night
sitting up eyes open ending of drive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bNNW8QWaQI
and he takes a pill for his brain to revive
looking at his luck can't believe he's alive
and he fucking knows it
that he hit something
keeps a poker face coz he can't quit bluffing
http://www.sofeminine.co.uk/beauty/album926715/celebrities-who-have-had-a-nose-job-22902780.html
and he got a nose job too coz he crushed it
smoking in a trench that's some world war one shit
http://histoire-fanatique.tumblr.com/post/40037131706/young-germans-smoking-in-a-trench-while-defending
breathes a bit clears up his eyes
feels like it's nearly the end of the night
speeding through life
nearly the visa expired but steered it and veered it in time
tears from the near miss of life
opens the door in the middle of nowhere don't know where
to go and no motor can chauffeur him into the light
muttering beneath the sighs
Motherfucker I don't need stressing
Motherfucker other people always plead questions
Motherfucker I don't need your motherfucking lessons
but they keep testing
and I keep guessing
let them
What the fuck I don't need stressing
Motherfucker other people always plead questions
What the fuck I don't need your motherfucking lessons
but they keep testing
and I keep guessing
let them
Civilization is blind
decision: be mean or be kind
twisted in vision a cataract character sipping on wine
living divine
acting a bastard the part has been mastered
a mirror that's shattered can shine on a million lives
go back to the simian tribes
try not to catch immuno virus
he know's he's no pirate
want to be innocent, giving up silly fucks
rid of the ritual
living a mutual rhythm
existence that benefits everyone
never be done with the pleasure
of giving gifts
isn't this innocence infinite if he thinks inwardly
indistinct from existence?
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7. |
The Fire Sermon
03:14
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I'll give it one verse straight until I'm out of breath
the only thing that I'm afraid of now is death
There's a world of words swirling round my head
found the best way to mimic the sound of sex
now the next phase is living with infinity round my neck
O how I'm stressed like syllables until I'm out
and heading into town and wrecked
Give it a little adrenaline
singing the similar sentiment
never been clever and severed the head off
my better self
ever regretting to mention depression remember the lesson is stressed
in the tension and passion is found in detention
villainous, spitting with venom so tell them that there's no fucking antidote
never expect them to answer the questions but still you want to ask me though
boom boom clack is the metronome
and there's a gloomy room in the back where we're left alone
and so we'll soon move back, time to send them home
top of the fucking class so the test is owned
I'm a fucking man so testosterone
Where's the zone? I'm in it.
Free from time I'm a profit
never gonna rhyme for some profit
waste of time fuck what the cost is
out of my mind it's so shocking
caught in the middle of riddles, fiddling with chemicals, fingers twitching and ready for single meaning of metaphor on the edge of perception so get the door
I don't know what rest is for
Despair like I'm Kierkegaard
Blare when the beat is hard
Blair when the deed is marred
Care when the needy starve
Care when I'm skeeting hard
Don't mind being poor when I'm rich in spirit
Got the great health but got the sickest lyrics
http://psc.sagepub.com/content/27/2/100.abstract
got no audience but also got not critics
travel round the world but got no risk of syphilis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RlBUEHQ7bY
Schlong's a Monty Python, yeah I'm Bigus Dickus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMGu-55sKJs
Breaking fucking bones another case of rickets
Hear me fucking shriek yeah I debate with crickets
Music sounds like porn and so I'll say where the fist is
Love that fucking pussy better know where the clit is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyViuXFyIE4
smells like fucking roses yeah so guess who the shit is?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWju37TZfo0
I'm the fucking shit so better get all your tickets
Impossible fucking style so don't expect any mimics
Enjoy your fucking life because the time is ticking
Over all the time I guess your skin will thicken
and all you need to do is sit the fuck down and listen
Cigarette lit, hot glow, sit and sniff pot smoke, sit and sniff the strong coke, didn't think it awful
dipped in the sun, I'm all gold, hit and a run, I ball though
Fuck that shit
Sit and watch the crops grow, wrinkled skin let's all float, religion is a long story, thinking is an art form, philosophy's all I know, don't believe in bad only see the good and man, only be, it's true what Sartre told.
Only be lonely, see phony street coldly reap souls, receive home and feel whole relief.
Boldly seek solace in only me
Don't believe all this is soul deceit
Boldly seek solace in only me
Don't believe all this is soul deceit
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8. |
Entropy
04:16
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I didn't think I'd see you again
I still don't understand what just happened
I still don't know who I am
But now at least we know
He didn't think he would see me again
He still doesn't understand what just happened
He still doesn't know who he is
But now at least we know
That we're not stuck up in this darkness with our skin hardened
fucking rough
We didn't think we'd see each other again
We still don't understand what just happened
We still don't know who we are
Finally reunited
Finally we rewind and see everything we blind-sighted
Finally a peace of mind finally a peace of mind
Finally a piece of me, a piece of you
Finally a wee resemblance in these lungs that we breathe through
One lung scorched, the other lung drowned
I thought I was alone but now the other body's found
Take my fucking skin off and I know I'm just a spin off
and he wants to be a sinner
it feels good to be a winner
and the existential angst feels better coz it's real
for this disease called life isn't something we can heal
unless the tires screech
unless the people shriek
Call it karma: gonna keep it calm know what I mean?
Call it faster: wanna speed it up? Amphetamine.
And we know we wanna give in to this thought that all this vivid introspection is arresting, is a waste, is an accident, is the past resurfacing
We don't wanna keep this lesson, inconsiderate, it's the bitter wit, it's the bitter taste, can't just swallow, no, regurgitate, can't just wallow in the misery, I don't think this life has any purpose. Wait.
I know that I'm schiz
and I'm abandoned
I know that I kill it
half a man
and I've been thinking
I know that I stole this flow
from Kendrick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YeKYQbjGltY&t=1m55s
I don't think about it
It's an homage
and I'm honest
and the artist intervenes again
and we try to keep it separate from each other
keep the peace from bleeding over
keep ourselves from feeling older
and death is everywhere around us and within us
in the ground and life'll kill us
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxt_GHYmolI
I know that this life'll kill us
we know that we need to feel it
Kill the beat
Back in the rain
I know that I'm soaking
I'm slowly revolving and drowning and bloated
Asking the same questions that float
in the morgue that is hovering over me
total freeze, paralyzed, anatomized
ego feels atom-sized
struggling to bond with the people around me
Ionic, iconic, I'm often astounded
he's often dumfounded
Ironic mind, chronic: he asks where you found it?
Can he have it grounded?
Can he have a quarter? Can he have a pound? Shit!
The meaning of water is submerged and drowning
the clearness distorted in sounding
audio-visual calling to really feel all we know
multiple beyond the dual individual
beyond the residual
the feeling is mutual
and feeling our future will
accepting that death is a process
circular, turbulent, life isn't hopeless
holding a whole breath for just a bit longer
than usual
pushing the CO2
we don't choose how we feel
choosing the mood to kill
develop a whole new will
then set up a whole new mood
reborn as a whole new you
four of the noble truths
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Noble_Truths
sickness inevitable
death in every breath
impenetrable
wish you never left
eternal return until
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_return
exercising mind
finally rewind
recline in infinite time
trying to free your mind
but desire is unkind so
Oh well oh well, my life is infinite
and I know well, so well: I kept all my rhythm
and the gold bells don't sell, gotta keep on living
and there's no hell, no hell, eternal sleep'll fix it
and we won't believe that killing all the thirst
for thrilling booze and women could be dooming
so we check in at the motherfucking rundown
hotel, motel just to get the fix
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2up_Eq6r6Ko&t=1m54s
and then we won't yell, won't tell that it's an affliction
and a cold cell, cold cell, won't prevent addiction
and it won't improve your wisdom
but anyway...back to what I was saying:
Finally reunited.
Steven Wright.
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Pierquin Oxford, UK
Pierquin is a musician from the cyberwebz making music with producers, rappers and musicians from the cyberwebz, Scotland, Oxford, South Africa and everywhere else in between.
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